Blabber...

Back from Holidays to Chennai..seems like unknown place to me after 10 fun filled days in Indore. On last week's Tuesday I was back in office and seemed like new place, new bay, new colleagues, even forgot my computer's password :) . When you face such condition it is a very clear sign that you have to take vacations more often.

1400 emails kept flashing in my outlook, took 2-3 hrs to skim through and delete most of them :) Following days helped me catchup the pending work and last minute issues. Worked my a$$ off this weekend to get this release done. In the end it was satisfying after 3 months of sheer hard work.

Today i didn't feel like going to office..trust me there are very few days when i would feel something like this..so went by 12. Bunked office to catch a movie lafangey Parinde at 6.30 pm. It was fun bunking the office after long time for a movie..reminded me of college days where me and one of my best friends first bunked college right in first semester and went for a movie escaping boring Electrical lecture..god..those were the days..

Nothing much to write for this week, except i feel more lonely these days than i have felt ever. I am not of those types who would have girlfriends all the time, nothing against them though. But i have always looked for serious relationships rather than flirty flings. It has to "Click"..for me when i see HER, it usually is love at first sight..however looking at the past now it seems a bad idea :) but cant help it..this is how it happened..this is how it will happen. This is very strange..not sure why it happens, why it happened..but it surely is best feeling one can ever have..

Wow i am writing about love..cant believe music can make you such things as well :) Randomly heard a soothing from Atif Aslam "Chupke se aaye, yaad teri yaha...sirf main jaanu tu hai kaha kaha..hawa tum nasha tum..meri rahton ka pata tum...kyu chodh gaye rasten..kabhi saath chale the jinpe.."

Past surely helps you to have different perspective on what you are looking for in another person.

I miss those times, someone to share my most of the time, someone to be with when whole world seems hell to you, to stare in those eyes and see love in them, to hold those hands and feel on top of the world, to have those walks on the beach, to talk on phone all night....everything..I wonder if i would end up single my whole life..but i watched one my favorite comedy series lately called as "How i met your mother" where Ted was being told.."there is always someone for you who is coming as fast as she can towards you..there is nothing you can do but wait for her"..so here i am..WAITING....