Winds of Change!!

Dear God..i don't know if you exist..but would like to thank you for awesome 2-3 weeks i had this month. Great time at work..out of work..good friends..and an awesome companion. Can't believe i am having time of my life. Things started to change after 25th Dec..the christmas day. I am high now without a drop of alcohol :) ..happy and contended. I hope the direction i am moving to turns out to be the best for me..Same old feeling..same old happiness..same old goosebumps..same old songs..never thought life would give me another chance in such a splendid way..ofcourse i was more thoughtful initially but loosing my mind now..i guess this is what happens isn't it?

Lossing sleep all over again and i am happy about it..smiling in the morning as i wake up..excited to go to office..

Don't understand a word from above? Samjhne wale samajh gaye hai..jo na samjhe woh anari hai..

Random

"Why do people come when they have to go back??" A girl with tears in her eyes used to ask me 3 yrs back. I used to feel the pain in her voice which used to crush me from inside and my heart cried as i use to travel back to my workplace from her city. I was reminded of this thought this week but for a change i was at the receiving end. No No...i don't have any one in my life yet but this post is being written as i stare at empty walls and my thoughts struggle to come out. My parents were here for a week and left yesterday. I was surprised as this was their second visit since i am out of my home. First one wasn't as we had wanted..3 yrs later they were in chennai just for my birthday..My father took a week off, mom with only mission to fix my new rented house with all household things. & days flew with lots of shopping, fun times, awesome home cooked food and lot of soothing times. Had a very nice birthday with family and close friends. Threw me back to those wonderful school times when my birthday was a special day with my father and brother decorating the house..no homework..and lots of good dishes prepared by my mom.Party in the evening with school friends best part being the gifts :p

We don't realize how lucky we are to have parents with us who are always with us in our good and bad times. They are happy when we are and sadder when we are sad. I could see the sense of relief when my house was set. I woke up sunday morning at 7 but didn't leave the bed and just watched them for sometime. I was going to lose this sight for 3-4 months now. Why did they come here? I was better off..was the only thought..


Now today i am all alone and i feel terrible but these 7 days were best i had since long long time.

One more post to follow on this..

Rohan

Happy New Year

Starting with wishing one and all a very happy and prosperous new year. What a week it has been. After 2006 i have had a amazing Christmas and wonderful new years eve. Thanks to my new friends who i find very good, and very interesting as well.

Came to know a wonderful person on Christmas day and was with her on new year eve as well. Went to a place closeby to the beach, and partied till 1 am. Not quite well i had expected but wasn't that bad either. In All What a way to end and start a new year. I know this year will be very important for me personally and professionally. I hope things turn up right..till then fingers crossed.