Down with fever for 2 days now, thanks to my constant sneezing cube partner..doesn't cover her face as well while sneezing which helped my long time bacteria/virus friends to enter my body...grrrrrr.
Thinking of taking an off tomorrow. Don't like medicines in any form..now have to ask someone to get me few..6 months now, i had anything like this..so no medicines in stock..
Lot of things need to be fixed in my life..1st is health..
Will be back with more as i get better..
Sneezing/Coughing,
-Rohan
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Monday, August 23, 2010
Blabber...
Back from Holidays to Chennai..seems like unknown place to me after 10 fun filled days in Indore. On last week's Tuesday I was back in office and seemed like new place, new bay, new colleagues, even forgot my computer's password :) . When you face such condition it is a very clear sign that you have to take vacations more often.
1400 emails kept flashing in my outlook, took 2-3 hrs to skim through and delete most of them :) Following days helped me catchup the pending work and last minute issues. Worked my a$$ off this weekend to get this release done. In the end it was satisfying after 3 months of sheer hard work.
Today i didn't feel like going to office..trust me there are very few days when i would feel something like this..so went by 12. Bunked office to catch a movie lafangey Parinde at 6.30 pm. It was fun bunking the office after long time for a movie..reminded me of college days where me and one of my best friends first bunked college right in first semester and went for a movie escaping boring Electrical lecture..god..those were the days..
Nothing much to write for this week, except i feel more lonely these days than i have felt ever. I am not of those types who would have girlfriends all the time, nothing against them though. But i have always looked for serious relationships rather than flirty flings. It has to "Click"..for me when i see HER, it usually is love at first sight..however looking at the past now it seems a bad idea :) but cant help it..this is how it happened..this is how it will happen. This is very strange..not sure why it happens, why it happened..but it surely is best feeling one can ever have..
Wow i am writing about love..cant believe music can make you such things as well :) Randomly heard a soothing from Atif Aslam "Chupke se aaye, yaad teri yaha...sirf main jaanu tu hai kaha kaha..hawa tum nasha tum..meri rahton ka pata tum...kyu chodh gaye rasten..kabhi saath chale the jinpe.."
Past surely helps you to have different perspective on what you are looking for in another person.
I miss those times, someone to share my most of the time, someone to be with when whole world seems hell to you, to stare in those eyes and see love in them, to hold those hands and feel on top of the world, to have those walks on the beach, to talk on phone all night....everything..I wonder if i would end up single my whole life..but i watched one my favorite comedy series lately called as "How i met your mother" where Ted was being told.."there is always someone for you who is coming as fast as she can towards you..there is nothing you can do but wait for her"..so here i am..WAITING....
1400 emails kept flashing in my outlook, took 2-3 hrs to skim through and delete most of them :) Following days helped me catchup the pending work and last minute issues. Worked my a$$ off this weekend to get this release done. In the end it was satisfying after 3 months of sheer hard work.
Today i didn't feel like going to office..trust me there are very few days when i would feel something like this..so went by 12. Bunked office to catch a movie lafangey Parinde at 6.30 pm. It was fun bunking the office after long time for a movie..reminded me of college days where me and one of my best friends first bunked college right in first semester and went for a movie escaping boring Electrical lecture..god..those were the days..
Nothing much to write for this week, except i feel more lonely these days than i have felt ever. I am not of those types who would have girlfriends all the time, nothing against them though. But i have always looked for serious relationships rather than flirty flings. It has to "Click"..for me when i see HER, it usually is love at first sight..however looking at the past now it seems a bad idea :) but cant help it..this is how it happened..this is how it will happen. This is very strange..not sure why it happens, why it happened..but it surely is best feeling one can ever have..
Wow i am writing about love..cant believe music can make you such things as well :) Randomly heard a soothing from Atif Aslam "Chupke se aaye, yaad teri yaha...sirf main jaanu tu hai kaha kaha..hawa tum nasha tum..meri rahton ka pata tum...kyu chodh gaye rasten..kabhi saath chale the jinpe.."
Past surely helps you to have different perspective on what you are looking for in another person.
I miss those times, someone to share my most of the time, someone to be with when whole world seems hell to you, to stare in those eyes and see love in them, to hold those hands and feel on top of the world, to have those walks on the beach, to talk on phone all night....everything..I wonder if i would end up single my whole life..but i watched one my favorite comedy series lately called as "How i met your mother" where Ted was being told.."there is always someone for you who is coming as fast as she can towards you..there is nothing you can do but wait for her"..so here i am..WAITING....
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Selfless love!!!
Ok, second post in a week not bad..had lot of leisure time this week which wasn't put to anything productive :) . Since i took a week off from my work I decided not to touch my laptop and stay away from Internet for a week..but i think i am too addicted to stay away from it. Read some awesome blogs, went on shopping spree(although i hate it), took my family out on dinner twice along with a movie. Tomorrow planning to go on a picnic with my whole khaandaan. Monday will end my good times at home..and will be heading back to chennai, back to work :(
Blogging..Only reason i turned to blogging was to write my heart out and make some great friends..
this is the true reflection of what i am, what i feel and what i think..which is why it says "This is me.." so my posts could get bit personal at times..Can't help.
I wanted to write today on something which was due from long. My parents..my mom and dad. Everyone love their parents and think them as the best among the best. I am also lucky to have blessed with my mom and dad. Perfect in every sense.There are some things which you cannot express in words to your parents..things which you feel from your heart..
I sometimes wonder how can parents love their children unconditionally? Their love is pure, not based on how you look, what you do..always concerned about you, your well being..willing to make sacrifices and compromises to make you and your life better. Your happiness makes them forget their worries and make them happy. When you are upset or sad..they get more sad and constantly try to make things better for you.
We always look upto our parents and get their qualities directly or indirectly. I learnt the importance of hard work, patience and perseverance from my father. He has seen tough times in his early days which i think has made him strong and now hold the qualities which i admire most. I respect him most. When he is out on tour, his presence is missed badly..and when he gets back home..a sense of relief can be sensed amongst us. Dad..i cannot say this to you directly..but i love you..take care of yourself as you are very precious for us.
My mom..she compliments my dad perfectly. She is extremely kind hearted, loving, vocal about what she feels, a great cook :). She is always worried about her children's health and proposes home made techniques to help us survive :) She is smart, pays attention to details which is quite unbelievable. Each time when i come home on Holidays she has list of things to give to me to carry back, prepares my favorite dishes to make sure i gain lot of weight :) which kinda compensates for my home-food deprived stay away from home. Stays till late in night and chats on all the topics, my investment plans, job, friends....and the list goes on..She is someone who is so important that i cannot imagine my home without her..even a single day..i remember once she had to be admitted to hospital few years back..and our house was incomplete..we were incomplete.
My mom and dad never questioned me ever since i turned 16. They gave me the complete freedom to act on my own will. My school was fees was quite high as it was among the best schools in Indore, but they never complained. They wanted to provide me best of the best education possible. Gave me everything i desired for. I don't remember even a single instance where i heard a NO from them. When i got into Engineering college, the fees was reasonably high but they never gave a second thought. I spent lot of money during my college but they never resisted..There are scores of instances which i can quote..
Now me and my brother by their grace and hardwork are well settled in our professions. My wish now is to ask my dad and mom to relax and let us serve them. Let them enjoy the life without worrying about anything. This is another reason why i want to work in a location closer to Indore. My long term wish is to take my family out on long holiday preferrably outside India. The most beautiful place which i have seen in my life is Scotland..may be i would take them there one day..
I don't think i have enough words to write more on them..but just wanna thank god for making me the lucky i am..thank my mom and dad for who they are..
Blogging..Only reason i turned to blogging was to write my heart out and make some great friends..
this is the true reflection of what i am, what i feel and what i think..which is why it says "This is me.." so my posts could get bit personal at times..Can't help.
I wanted to write today on something which was due from long. My parents..my mom and dad. Everyone love their parents and think them as the best among the best. I am also lucky to have blessed with my mom and dad. Perfect in every sense.There are some things which you cannot express in words to your parents..things which you feel from your heart..
I sometimes wonder how can parents love their children unconditionally? Their love is pure, not based on how you look, what you do..always concerned about you, your well being..willing to make sacrifices and compromises to make you and your life better. Your happiness makes them forget their worries and make them happy. When you are upset or sad..they get more sad and constantly try to make things better for you.
We always look upto our parents and get their qualities directly or indirectly. I learnt the importance of hard work, patience and perseverance from my father. He has seen tough times in his early days which i think has made him strong and now hold the qualities which i admire most. I respect him most. When he is out on tour, his presence is missed badly..and when he gets back home..a sense of relief can be sensed amongst us. Dad..i cannot say this to you directly..but i love you..take care of yourself as you are very precious for us.
My mom..she compliments my dad perfectly. She is extremely kind hearted, loving, vocal about what she feels, a great cook :). She is always worried about her children's health and proposes home made techniques to help us survive :) She is smart, pays attention to details which is quite unbelievable. Each time when i come home on Holidays she has list of things to give to me to carry back, prepares my favorite dishes to make sure i gain lot of weight :) which kinda compensates for my home-food deprived stay away from home. Stays till late in night and chats on all the topics, my investment plans, job, friends....and the list goes on..She is someone who is so important that i cannot imagine my home without her..even a single day..i remember once she had to be admitted to hospital few years back..and our house was incomplete..we were incomplete.
My mom and dad never questioned me ever since i turned 16. They gave me the complete freedom to act on my own will. My school was fees was quite high as it was among the best schools in Indore, but they never complained. They wanted to provide me best of the best education possible. Gave me everything i desired for. I don't remember even a single instance where i heard a NO from them. When i got into Engineering college, the fees was reasonably high but they never gave a second thought. I spent lot of money during my college but they never resisted..There are scores of instances which i can quote..
Now me and my brother by their grace and hardwork are well settled in our professions. My wish now is to ask my dad and mom to relax and let us serve them. Let them enjoy the life without worrying about anything. This is another reason why i want to work in a location closer to Indore. My long term wish is to take my family out on long holiday preferrably outside India. The most beautiful place which i have seen in my life is Scotland..may be i would take them there one day..
I don't think i have enough words to write more on them..but just wanna thank god for making me the lucky i am..thank my mom and dad for who they are..
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Home Sweet Home...
"I am going home!!!" I had to wait for 6 months to utter these 4 most satisfying words. Yes its been 6 months now i have been to Indore, my hometown. Last weekend, finally i reached Home!! the journey wasn't too much of a fun but the excitement of being at home subdued everything. Since i switched my first company S, this is my first leave. i dont like taking unnecessary leaves, i love my job (Yes i do ;-) ) and like to spend time in office.
I was bit lucky to get 6 days leave at this time because we were up for a release in second week of august and to make matters worst my team lead was on paternity leave. But luckily the release was postponed for a week and my leave was approved. I really wanted some time off to charge my batteries, away from work, office, people, chennai :) and almost everything. And here i am now with my near and dear ones. I strongly believe if you really want something from your heart, the closed doors somehow open up for you. This has proved right this time once again. Coming home always bring me back the memories of 2005-06-07 . Still not over them i guess. I have been emotionally strong all along only when i am job less (well not literally :) ) i tend to ponder over my past and all the things flash in my head. I wonder if this happens to others as well???? Not sure if it is even worth writing about this.
Happened to watch Aisha this sunday, i am a movie buff and i love watching movies, but this movie was a complete crap and Abhay Deol one of my favorite actor is criminaly wasted. Not sure why this movie was made.
For a change now i am chilling whole day at home and enjoying the food festival which usually starts whenever i visit home. Sadly no friends are in indore at the moment. Another relief this time is there are no marriage proposals waiting for me so i can freely be at home unlike last time. I can walk infront of my mom with a huge grin on my face and i can see her discomfort of not having enough aces in her deck. So until next time i can breath freely. I am not against marriage but i dont think this is the way some one should get married. People should like each other before deciding to spend rest of the lives with each other. But who knows Life is uncertain and never fails to throw surprises at you.
Until next time..
Ciao,
Rohan
I was bit lucky to get 6 days leave at this time because we were up for a release in second week of august and to make matters worst my team lead was on paternity leave. But luckily the release was postponed for a week and my leave was approved. I really wanted some time off to charge my batteries, away from work, office, people, chennai :) and almost everything. And here i am now with my near and dear ones. I strongly believe if you really want something from your heart, the closed doors somehow open up for you. This has proved right this time once again. Coming home always bring me back the memories of 2005-06-07 . Still not over them i guess. I have been emotionally strong all along only when i am job less (well not literally :) ) i tend to ponder over my past and all the things flash in my head. I wonder if this happens to others as well???? Not sure if it is even worth writing about this.
Happened to watch Aisha this sunday, i am a movie buff and i love watching movies, but this movie was a complete crap and Abhay Deol one of my favorite actor is criminaly wasted. Not sure why this movie was made.
For a change now i am chilling whole day at home and enjoying the food festival which usually starts whenever i visit home. Sadly no friends are in indore at the moment. Another relief this time is there are no marriage proposals waiting for me so i can freely be at home unlike last time. I can walk infront of my mom with a huge grin on my face and i can see her discomfort of not having enough aces in her deck. So until next time i can breath freely. I am not against marriage but i dont think this is the way some one should get married. People should like each other before deciding to spend rest of the lives with each other. But who knows Life is uncertain and never fails to throw surprises at you.
Until next time..
Ciao,
Rohan
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