12.30 am now as i stare at the clock right across the hall which seems to be mocking at me. Last 2-3 days have been emotionally draining. I am at my home since a week now and as usual my parents were ready with the list of prospective girls. Home trip was always a relaxing holiday for me but has been more challenging now from last 2-3 occasions. I don't blame my parents but i still feel arrange marriage is not my cup of tea. After giving me a much needed breather i was made to meet a girl with very different name. First look was not very exciting but i have grown from the phase where looks mattered much..i spoke to her and felt she was very smart and spoke well. Her tiring look spoke well about the journey she had in amazing Andamans. My parents were not convinced enough but i insisted to have another meeting..and wanted to know her more. How can you decide something important as this in single meeting? I called her and decided to meet her today. Met her at the CCD where we had very good conversation. She appeared sweet, innocent and friendly. I enjoyed talking to her. I somehow felt i gave her some positive signals but it was more of a friendly talk. I like girls who respond well and have good sense of humour. We had coffee and headed straight to a popular food joint where she saw me gorging on a amazing hotdog (not in literal sense :) but is made out of omelette and bread). She accompanied me in my car where i dropped her back to CCD where she had her vehicle parked. As we waved each other goodbye, i knew everybody back home would be waiting for my reaction..as i drove back..i somehow didn't feel the magic..which i would feel for my prospective bride (the click moment..yes still believe in it). Am i expecting more?
Sorry S....you are very good person and i wish you could remain my friend..you are perfect but may be i am looking for some imperfection to match mine..wish you all the best and happiness..
Tomorrow as my mom would make it official by refusing their proposal my heart would sink..i really hate to say NO..i just cant. May be this is part of the game and have to say NO until its YES..but this game is dirty and i hate it..
2 comments:
hmm..i have know dis clik moment n wish dat u also feel it instantly..
but one thing is for sure...dat maybe it would not be as miraculous as we dream it to be..but wen u meet dat person whom ur meant to be with...u will jst get the feeling that now everything will b rite if i just hang on to this person... ;)
al d best..n don worry..everyone has a special one waiting for them even wen u say no :P
He he. Thanks Nimisha, helpful advice indeed.
Experience speaks? :)
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